sczNOFRENic [hard rock, rock, novelty song]
listen at: https://suno.com/s/wEEFUwjoW8ENkioC
[ As author of https://tinyurl.com/LifeAndLivingSeries of books, about human nature, I had coined NON CLINICAL/MEDICAL SCHZOPHRENIA - we all have cycles, seasons. Ups, downs, good days, bad days. Moods that can change how we present on any given day. Happy, sad, funny, upset, etc. Now from online (one: https://truthsocial.com/@JLenardDetroit/posts/116568585403407914) discussions out of that grown my sczNOFRENic (absent friends, even any in my head) joke song. ]
[Verse 1]
I got no friends
None even online
Not even any exist
In my head
Not like I don't try
But I can't seem to find
Every door stays shut
Every name fades out
[Pre-Chorus]
Leaves me in a state of dread
Walking round with a heavy head
I keep reaching out
But the room stays bare
[Chorus]
schizophrenic
I'm not like that
I'm all quiet in my head
schizNOFRENic
No storm, no crack
Just silence upstairs instead
(I keep it all in)
(I keep it all in)
[Verse 2]
I'm not schizophrenic
Exactly the opposite
No voices in the hall
No monsters on the wall
Just me and the clock
And the same old ache
Trying to act okay
When my chest feels fake
[Pre-Chorus]
Leaves me in a state of dread
Walking round with a heavy head
I keep reaching out
But the room stays bare
[Chorus]
schizophrenic
I'm not like that
I'm all quiet in my head
schizNOFRENic
No storm, no crack
Just silence upstairs instead
(I keep it all in)
(I keep it all in)
[Bridge]
If you see me slip
Don't call me cold
I'm just running on
A borrowed hold
Give me one small sign
One real reply
I don't need a crowd
Just one that's mine
[Final Chorus]
schizophrenic
I'm not like that
I'm all quiet in my head
schizNOFRENic
Not even online, also there I lack
Just silence upstairs instead
(I keep it all in)
(I keep it all in)
[outro, play on Mr. Rogers Neighborhood]
Hello... It's a beautiful day to say you're a friend... won't you be my... friend.... neighbor?
Send CINOs/RINOs a monopoly money message vlog!
This tells them more than you just hanging up on their Calls, use their postage-paid reply to envelopes against them!
more in attached vlog.
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What if life gets so upsetting - you want to throw the Lemons at people instead of making an inviting Pitcher of Lemon-Aid handed you. What then?
Roller Coasters: The Life Kind - finding your way when it seems life has become Stormy, ...
What if life gets so upsetting - you want to throw the Lemons at people instead of making an inviting Pitcher of Lemon-Aid handed you. What then?
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A bit lighter to go with my GONE TOO SOON piece and @ladydevil WHERE YOUR LIGHT STILL FINDS US tunes is now my DON'T WAIT (TIL IT'S TOO LATE) piece. I think I could have played with, tweaked, the musical theme to better go with the lyrics, want an "urgency" sound not sure this fully captures that or not?!?!
DON'T WAIT (TIL IT'S TOO LATE) [Rock]
https://suno.com/s/ec63ZIRPEGXRiKUr
[ A bit lighter to go with my GONE TOO SOON piece and @ladydevil WHERE YOUR LIGHT STILL FINDS US tunes is now my DON'T WAIT (TIL IT'S TOO LATE) piece. I think I could have played with, tweaked, the musical theme to better go with the lyrics, want an "urgency" sound not sure this fully captures that or not?!?! ]
[Verse 1]
coulda... woulda... shoulda...
I keep those words like stones
they weigh my pockets down
when the house is quiet at night
don't wait til it is too late
the clock don't care who you are
it keeps on moving on
while your hand is still reaching back
[Pre-Chorus]
we all have limited time
one breath, one chance, one name
share time with your loved ones now
before the ...
