TOO MUCH TIME ONLINE (STUCK ON COUCH BLUES)
[a very personal share, and insight into my reality]
https://suno.com/s/6RQ7ES63lzECJUld
[intro]
Too Much Time Online - prior Hashtags In My Head song, an actual admission, way too much time online, my true confession. Others have work and stuff in real life, my Disability home on the couch strife.
[Verse 1]
Scroll till the sun comes up
Blue glow on my silent skin
Everyone posting big grown lives
I’m still in the same old living room
Empty cups by the TV stand
Daytime shows hum on low
They clock in
I sit back
To the only world I know
[Chorus]
Too much time online
Hashtags in my head again
I’m lost in their timelines
While my own just loops instead
This is my confession
From this corner of the bed
Too much time online
more hashtags in my head
[Verse 2]
Reality is I know I should “get out more”
Like it’s just a locked front door
Doc writes disability coverage letters
I keep signing my name
Prefer doing my old I-T work not filing claims
Laugh when the memes hit close
Cry when the comments sting
Type “I’m fine” and hit that send
Can’t admit I don’t believe that thing
[Chorus]
Too much time online
Hashtags in my head again
I’m lost in their timelines
While my own just loops instead
This is my confession
From this couch I can’t quite quit
Too much time online
more hashtags in my head
[Bridge]
Do they see me as a username
Or a person stuck at home
Would they still tag me in their jokes
If they knew I watch alone (yeah)
[Chorus]
Too much time online
Hashtags in my head again
They’re chasing their deadlines
I’m chasing “seen” and “typing” threads
This is my confession
From a body that feels like lead
Too much time online
more hashtags in my head
O-C-D repeating hashtags in my head
[A much more serious follow-up to HASHTAGS IN MY HEAD (fun/parody) tune (found in my suno Parody, Fun, Jokes, Silly, playlist: https://suno.com/playlist/dbe7277a-040e-4548-be42-4ea2b17d3c99)... Reality of my Chronic Illnesses keep me confined to too much time on my couch and online. Concept: Joseph M Lenard (author/podcaster). Lyrics: Joseph M Lenard with Suno AI assist. Blues music interplay by @suno system. See too my books: https://tinyurl.com/JLDonAMAZON.]
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A bit lighter to go with my GONE TOO SOON piece and @ladydevil WHERE YOUR LIGHT STILL FINDS US tunes is now my DON'T WAIT (TIL IT'S TOO LATE) piece. I think I could have played with, tweaked, the musical theme to better go with the lyrics, want an "urgency" sound not sure this fully captures that or not?!?!
DON'T WAIT (TIL IT'S TOO LATE) [Rock]
https://suno.com/s/ec63ZIRPEGXRiKUr
[ A bit lighter to go with my GONE TOO SOON piece and @ladydevil WHERE YOUR LIGHT STILL FINDS US tunes is now my DON'T WAIT (TIL IT'S TOO LATE) piece. I think I could have played with, tweaked, the musical theme to better go with the lyrics, want an "urgency" sound not sure this fully captures that or not?!?! ]
[Verse 1]
coulda... woulda... shoulda...
I keep those words like stones
they weigh my pockets down
when the house is quiet at night
don't wait til it is too late
the clock don't care who you are
it keeps on moving on
while your hand is still reaching back
[Pre-Chorus]
we all have limited time
one breath, one chance, one name
share time with your loved ones now
before the ...
