REVISED... This now not just RANT, but meant for fellow ADHD/OCD-er's sage advice ending....
Online Chaos (extended chaos v2) - https://suno.com/s/WDzJAvmFgw8QS6yj
Concept: Joseph M Lenard (author/podcaster) in conjunction with xAI/Grok (see: https://x.com/JLenardMichigan/status/2037363264963678356) about online rantings. Lyrics Joseph M Lenard, xAI/Grok (outro help), and Suno AI. Music (thrash metal, rage metal, ADHD/OCD suno series/playlist continuation) by @suno system.
[intro - thrash metal, rage metal, stylings]
My online (social-media) self-reflection call-out of myself - style PSYCHOFRENIA SERIES (rather than CONTRADICTORY STYLES MAN) . Chaos of: Rant hard then self-aware pivot then laugh at yourself then rant again then call yourself out then repeat - ADHD/OCD style.
[Verse 1]
Scrollin' through my feed
See my face again
Is that really me
Or some digital twin
I type a big long rant
About the world's deep flaws
Then pivot fast
Before everyone saw
[Prechorus]
My brain's a wild zoo
Monkeys on the loose
[Chorus]
Oh my digital ghost
You're the most
I'm a mess a beautiful mess
Online I confess
I'm a digital ghost
Lost and found and lost
Again
[Verse 2]
Post a picture smiling
Sunlight in my hair
Inside I'm really screaming
Don't nobody care
Then I see a comment
Someone gets my vibe
I laugh out loud so hard
My whole spirit revives
[Bridge]
It's a crazy cycle
This online life
A daily psycho circus
Full of strife
I'm... wait... where was I
lost in my own thread
almost like voices
in a PSYCHOFRENIA head.
[Chorus]
Oh my digital ghost
You're the most
I'm a mess a beautiful mess
Online I confess
I'm a digital ghost
Lost and found and lost
Again
[Outro - spoken or half-sung over fading chaos]
If I hadn’t learned to just let it go…
My ADHD/OCD would’ve eaten me alive years ago
Endless revisions, never shipping, never done…
But here I am — still messy, still releasing…
If you’re stuck in the same loop, hear this from me:
Learn to let it go… or it will never be free
Recognize the chaos… laugh a little…
and still say “but NOT FUNNY!”
Online Chaos… Psychofrenia… and I’m still trying to ease breathing
Send CINOs/RINOs a monopoly money message vlog!
This tells them more than you just hanging up on their Calls, use their postage-paid reply to envelopes against them!
more in attached vlog.
What happens when the ride stops?
Roller Coasters: The Life Kind throws you into Rick's world as he grapples with the sudden, devastating loss that reshapes his reality. Was it fate, or were there things he could have done differently?
This poignant drama explores the inevitable presence of loss in life, turning every twist and turn into a heart-wrenching examination of grief, regret, and the enduring power of memory. As Rick navigates the disorienting aftermath, he must confront his deepest fears and find a way to honor what was lost.
Will he find a way to keep her memory alive, or will the pain of her absence consume him?
Embark on this emotional journey and discover the resilience of the human spirit in the face of life's most challenging trials.
What if life gets so upsetting - you want to throw the Lemons at people instead of making an inviting Pitcher of Lemon-Aid handed you. What then?
Roller Coasters: The Life Kind - finding your way when it seems life has become Stormy, ...
What if life gets so upsetting - you want to throw the Lemons at people instead of making an inviting Pitcher of Lemon-Aid handed you. What then?
Roller Coasters: The Life Kind - finding your way when it seems life has become Stormy, and you wonder if the Sun will ever come out tomorrow!
Kindle eBook exclusive - out now: https://tinyurl.com/JMLonAMAZON
RC:TLK (30s MP4 video) Trailer
#Michigan #Conservative #Constitutionalist Activist (sums it up)
MORE about what you may want to know about me, via writings (and more detailed BIOs on those sites too (http://tinyurl.com/JLenardDetroitExtendedBio))...
B4IN (2014-????): JLenardDetroitB4INArticles - https://tinyurl.com/JLDArticles
RedState (2008-2017) https://tinyurl.com/RedStateJLD
SSCE (Super Simple Computer Enterprises, my Computer company and Private posts sites by extension - 1980's - early 2000's) https://web.archive.org/web/20110530024904/http://www.ssce.net/Web-Articles/Web-articles-indexed-catagories.html (this lists other authors posted on my site too, my Articles are clearly marked and you can choose the LIST BY AUTHOR ("L" Lenard) to find just mine if you like.
vlogs: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCkdRA7aHCzR4xcS1WsMnJjg/videos
(and what YouTube banned at) https://www.brighteon.com/channels/jlenarddetroit
MORE... MORE... MORE.... http://tinyurl.com/JLenardDetroitExtendedBio
The #KAMALunist latest supposed #WordSalad "light" & "hope" commentary
Frankly, MOST COHERENT and UNDERSTANDABLE thing she has said in YEARS.
More pandering, more coopting others, trying to REKINDLE #obaMAO #HopeAndChange idiocy deflection to avoid #LEFTARDS #Policy failure discussion
THAT WAS PRETTY DAMN CLEAR!!! :) LOL
#ToxicEmpathy (aka: #SuicidalEmpathy)
#Leftards Fool ROCK anthem
https://suno.com/s/H9HldJrR0j6ZhK4V
Don't be so OPEN MINDED your Brain falls out.... Toxic/Suicidal Empathy latest #WOKE idiocy.....
[Verse 1]
Toxic empathy,
You wear it like a badge
No, no sympathy,
supposed to be gentle not a sledge
Do not let your heart
rule your head tonight
I watched it start to bend
then it lost the fight
Slippery slope sliding
right under our feet
One small lie, one small look
and the whole thing slips to deep
[Pre-Chorus]
We said it was fine
We said it was clean
Then the line got blurred
and the edges turned mean
[Chorus]
Slippery slope
slippery slope
We fall so slow
(we fall so slow)
Society allows it
then it becomes the ghost
Slippery slope
slippery slope
[Bridge]
The Bible foretold it true, about difference of me and you
A wise man's heart is at his right hand, but a fools heart at his left
when he that is a fool walketh by the way, wisdom fails
and saith to everyone they're a fool
a woke fool, don't let that be you too
[Verse 2]
Toxic empathy,
...
