REVISED... This now not just RANT, but meant for fellow ADHD/OCD-er's sage advice ending....
Online Chaos (extended chaos v2) - https://suno.com/s/WDzJAvmFgw8QS6yj
Concept: Joseph M Lenard (author/podcaster) in conjunction with xAI/Grok (see: https://x.com/JLenardMichigan/status/2037363264963678356) about online rantings. Lyrics Joseph M Lenard, xAI/Grok (outro help), and Suno AI. Music (thrash metal, rage metal, ADHD/OCD suno series/playlist continuation) by @suno system.
[intro - thrash metal, rage metal, stylings]
My online (social-media) self-reflection call-out of myself - style PSYCHOFRENIA SERIES (rather than CONTRADICTORY STYLES MAN) . Chaos of: Rant hard then self-aware pivot then laugh at yourself then rant again then call yourself out then repeat - ADHD/OCD style.
[Verse 1]
Scrollin' through my feed
See my face again
Is that really me
Or some digital twin
I type a big long rant
About the world's deep flaws
Then pivot fast
Before everyone saw
[Prechorus]
My brain's a wild zoo
Monkeys on the loose
[Chorus]
Oh my digital ghost
You're the most
I'm a mess a beautiful mess
Online I confess
I'm a digital ghost
Lost and found and lost
Again
[Verse 2]
Post a picture smiling
Sunlight in my hair
Inside I'm really screaming
Don't nobody care
Then I see a comment
Someone gets my vibe
I laugh out loud so hard
My whole spirit revives
[Bridge]
It's a crazy cycle
This online life
A daily psycho circus
Full of strife
I'm... wait... where was I
lost in my own thread
almost like voices
in a PSYCHOFRENIA head.
[Chorus]
Oh my digital ghost
You're the most
I'm a mess a beautiful mess
Online I confess
I'm a digital ghost
Lost and found and lost
Again
[Outro - spoken or half-sung over fading chaos]
If I hadn’t learned to just let it go…
My ADHD/OCD would’ve eaten me alive years ago
Endless revisions, never shipping, never done…
But here I am — still messy, still releasing…
If you’re stuck in the same loop, hear this from me:
Learn to let it go… or it will never be free
Recognize the chaos… laugh a little…
and still say “but NOT FUNNY!”
Online Chaos… Psychofrenia… and I’m still trying to ease breathing
Send CINOs/RINOs a monopoly money message vlog!
This tells them more than you just hanging up on their Calls, use their postage-paid reply to envelopes against them!
more in attached vlog.
The latest ON COURT in WNBA Assault needing be dealt with....
First: TURN THE OTHER CHEEK does not mean, never meant, allow yourself to always be abused and constantly allow someone to take advantage of you over and over and be excused (YES, we are to JUDGE, per many Scriptures that demand that we CONDEMN NOT LEST YE BE CONDEMNED but yet Judge (even ourselves) equally Biblically and not hypocritically. The FULL BIBLE in FULL CONTEXT, Biblical Community not Worldly Communism application*.
Listen, I get SICK AND TIRED of those, Left or Right, constantly making these things about Race victim/blame casting. BUT a difference when it is #IdentityPolitics peddled victimhood false narratives constantly contrived by the Left and actual/real fact based reporting of REALITY of how these things in the WNBA constantly GO ONE WAY. Time after time, instance after incident, the RACE ROLES are always the same as to WHO is on the ATTACKING (Flagrant fouling side) and WHO is on the receiving side. EVERY SINGLE TIME and it is ...
What happens when the ride stops?
Roller Coasters: The Life Kind throws you into Rick's world as he grapples with the sudden, devastating loss that reshapes his reality. Was it fate, or were there things he could have done differently?
This poignant drama explores the inevitable presence of loss in life, turning every twist and turn into a heart-wrenching examination of grief, regret, and the enduring power of memory. As Rick navigates the disorienting aftermath, he must confront his deepest fears and find a way to honor what was lost.
Will he find a way to keep her memory alive, or will the pain of her absence consume him?
Embark on this emotional journey and discover the resilience of the human spirit in the face of life's most challenging trials.
What if life gets so upsetting - you want to throw the Lemons at people instead of making an inviting Pitcher of Lemon-Aid handed you. What then?
Roller Coasters: The Life Kind - finding your way when it seems life has become Stormy, ...
#Michigan #Conservative #Constitutionalist Activist (sums it up)
MORE about what you may want to know about me, via writings (and more detailed BIOs on those sites too (http://tinyurl.com/JLenardDetroitExtendedBio))...
B4IN (2014-????): JLenardDetroitB4INArticles - https://tinyurl.com/JLDArticles
RedState (2008-2017) https://tinyurl.com/RedStateJLD
SSCE (Super Simple Computer Enterprises, my Computer company and Private posts sites by extension - 1980's - early 2000's) https://web.archive.org/web/20110530024904/http://www.ssce.net/Web-Articles/Web-articles-indexed-catagories.html (this lists other authors posted on my site too, my Articles are clearly marked and you can choose the LIST BY AUTHOR ("L" Lenard) to find just mine if you like.
vlogs: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCkdRA7aHCzR4xcS1WsMnJjg/videos
(and what YouTube banned at) https://www.brighteon.com/channels/jlenarddetroit
MORE... MORE... MORE.... http://tinyurl.com/JLenardDetroitExtendedBio
Only 4.4k replay views SO FAR, of this very important MAVERICK NEWS episode I was on with RICK WALKER (and others) talking RIGHTEOUS ANGER (the 1 year follow-up to the #CharlieKirk MURDER)....
Please LIKE, SHARE, SUBSCRIBE!!!
We may have gotten off to a slow start, and LATE due to technical issues, but once we got really rolling we covered a lot of important related ground.
On the one hand @WNBA needs to get its act together and clarify AS 80% OF AMERICANS RECOGNIZE AS COMMON BLEEPING SENSE that they are FOR BIOLOGICALLY BORN WOMEN (and at same time banning Testostarone and other enhancement drugs). While, on the other hand, I'D LOVE to see @EnesFreedom run rampant over the #WNBA (would be HILARIOUS Fun and worth watching MAYBE ONCE).
cc: @WNBAComms
