REVISED... This now not just RANT, but meant for fellow ADHD/OCD-er's sage advice ending....
Online Chaos (extended chaos v2) - https://suno.com/s/WDzJAvmFgw8QS6yj
Concept: Joseph M Lenard (author/podcaster) in conjunction with xAI/Grok (see: https://x.com/JLenardMichigan/status/2037363264963678356) about online rantings. Lyrics Joseph M Lenard, xAI/Grok (outro help), and Suno AI. Music (thrash metal, rage metal, ADHD/OCD suno series/playlist continuation) by @suno system.
[intro - thrash metal, rage metal, stylings]
My online (social-media) self-reflection call-out of myself - style PSYCHOFRENIA SERIES (rather than CONTRADICTORY STYLES MAN) . Chaos of: Rant hard then self-aware pivot then laugh at yourself then rant again then call yourself out then repeat - ADHD/OCD style.
[Verse 1]
Scrollin' through my feed
See my face again
Is that really me
Or some digital twin
I type a big long rant
About the world's deep flaws
Then pivot fast
Before everyone saw
[Prechorus]
My brain's a wild zoo
Monkeys on the loose
[Chorus]
Oh my digital ghost
You're the most
I'm a mess a beautiful mess
Online I confess
I'm a digital ghost
Lost and found and lost
Again
[Verse 2]
Post a picture smiling
Sunlight in my hair
Inside I'm really screaming
Don't nobody care
Then I see a comment
Someone gets my vibe
I laugh out loud so hard
My whole spirit revives
[Bridge]
It's a crazy cycle
This online life
A daily psycho circus
Full of strife
I'm... wait... where was I
lost in my own thread
almost like voices
in a PSYCHOFRENIA head.
[Chorus]
Oh my digital ghost
You're the most
I'm a mess a beautiful mess
Online I confess
I'm a digital ghost
Lost and found and lost
Again
[Outro - spoken or half-sung over fading chaos]
If I hadn’t learned to just let it go…
My ADHD/OCD would’ve eaten me alive years ago
Endless revisions, never shipping, never done…
But here I am — still messy, still releasing…
If you’re stuck in the same loop, hear this from me:
Learn to let it go… or it will never be free
Recognize the chaos… laugh a little…
and still say “but NOT FUNNY!”
Online Chaos… Psychofrenia… and I’m still trying to ease breathing
Send CINOs/RINOs a monopoly money message vlog!
This tells them more than you just hanging up on their Calls, use their postage-paid reply to envelopes against them!
more in attached vlog.
[Dedicated to all who lost a family fur-baby (Bunny, Cat, Dog, Ferret, etc. (we lost Boo the cat (2yrs) tonight Mon. Mar. 23rd 2026 23:30-ishET)]
Afterglow at the Rainbow Bridge... Farewell Boo Baby - https://suno.com/s/WyOeZamoaZMXbzYJ - https://tinyurl.com/FarewellBelovedFurBaby
Afterglow at the Rainbow Bridge... Farewell Boo Baby [Dedicated to all who lost a family fur-baby (Bunny, Cat, Dog, Ferret, etc.] - Concept: Bye bye fur-baby boo... we are so much better for having known you... while you have crossed that Animal Bridge Rainbow, we shall see you again in the afterglow. Music theme: Sorrowful, contemplative, mourning tones.. Lyrics by Joseph M Lenard (author/podcaster) and Suno AI. Music by @suno system. We love you, we miss you so much already.
[intro]
Bye bye fur-baby boo... we are so much better for having known you... while you have crossed that Animal Bridge Rainbow, we shall see you again in the afterglow.
[Dedicated to all who lost a family fur-baby]
[Verse 1]
Tiny paws on the kitchen floor
Snoring ...
#Michigan #Conservative #Constitutionalist Activist (sums it up)
MORE about what you may want to know about me, via writings (and more detailed BIOs on those sites too (http://tinyurl.com/JLenardDetroitExtendedBio))...
B4IN (2014-????): JLenardDetroitB4INArticles - https://tinyurl.com/JLDArticles
RedState (2008-2017) https://tinyurl.com/RedStateJLD
SSCE (Super Simple Computer Enterprises, my Computer company and Private posts sites by extension - 1980's - early 2000's) https://web.archive.org/web/20110530024904/http://www.ssce.net/Web-Articles/Web-articles-indexed-catagories.html (this lists other authors posted on my site too, my Articles are clearly marked and you can choose the LIST BY AUTHOR ("L" Lenard) to find just mine if you like.
vlogs: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCkdRA7aHCzR4xcS1WsMnJjg/videos
(and what YouTube banned at) https://www.brighteon.com/channels/jlenarddetroit
MORE... MORE... MORE.... http://tinyurl.com/JLenardDetroitExtendedBio
Many of u LIKE ME r beyond FED UP w/ on/off wishy/washy #NATO Allies 2 often #Frenemies than always Friends status (& USA being ATM/backstop of the World)! SHOULD WE WITHDRAW? Before you respond, plz review from 2018 (w/ 2026 update in it) piece:
https://beforeitsnews.com/military/2018/07/trump-as-with-previous-presidents-demand-nato-pay-their-shares-as-promised-is-it-different-this-time-2481785.html
SUNO HOOK created with help of Grok Imagine 1.0 and some memes.... https://suno.com/@jlenarddetroit/hook/a5783cf4-6d3d-4557-830a-2bf54221c9c8.0
