REVISED... This now not just RANT, but meant for fellow ADHD/OCD-er's sage advice ending....
Online Chaos (extended chaos v2) - https://suno.com/s/WDzJAvmFgw8QS6yj
Concept: Joseph M Lenard (author/podcaster) in conjunction with xAI/Grok (see: https://x.com/JLenardMichigan/status/2037363264963678356) about online rantings. Lyrics Joseph M Lenard, xAI/Grok (outro help), and Suno AI. Music (thrash metal, rage metal, ADHD/OCD suno series/playlist continuation) by @suno system.
[intro - thrash metal, rage metal, stylings]
My online (social-media) self-reflection call-out of myself - style PSYCHOFRENIA SERIES (rather than CONTRADICTORY STYLES MAN) . Chaos of: Rant hard then self-aware pivot then laugh at yourself then rant again then call yourself out then repeat - ADHD/OCD style.
[Verse 1]
Scrollin' through my feed
See my face again
Is that really me
Or some digital twin
I type a big long rant
About the world's deep flaws
Then pivot fast
Before everyone saw
[Prechorus]
My brain's a wild zoo
Monkeys on the loose
[Chorus]
Oh my digital ghost
You're the most
I'm a mess a beautiful mess
Online I confess
I'm a digital ghost
Lost and found and lost
Again
[Verse 2]
Post a picture smiling
Sunlight in my hair
Inside I'm really screaming
Don't nobody care
Then I see a comment
Someone gets my vibe
I laugh out loud so hard
My whole spirit revives
[Bridge]
It's a crazy cycle
This online life
A daily psycho circus
Full of strife
I'm... wait... where was I
lost in my own thread
almost like voices
in a PSYCHOFRENIA head.
[Chorus]
Oh my digital ghost
You're the most
I'm a mess a beautiful mess
Online I confess
I'm a digital ghost
Lost and found and lost
Again
[Outro - spoken or half-sung over fading chaos]
If I hadn’t learned to just let it go…
My ADHD/OCD would’ve eaten me alive years ago
Endless revisions, never shipping, never done…
But here I am — still messy, still releasing…
If you’re stuck in the same loop, hear this from me:
Learn to let it go… or it will never be free
Recognize the chaos… laugh a little…
and still say “but NOT FUNNY!”
Online Chaos… Psychofrenia… and I’m still trying to ease breathing
Send CINOs/RINOs a monopoly money message vlog!
This tells them more than you just hanging up on their Calls, use their postage-paid reply to envelopes against them!
more in attached vlog.
#GOD, gave us all #FreeWill.
Some, can, do, choose #EVIL.
While #Jesus said TURN THE OTHER CHEEK he did NOT say ALLOW YOURSELF TO BE CONTINUALLY ABUSED.
He also said, there are TIMES, "those who have a garment should sell it and obtain a Sword" not to be confused with, nor contradictory to, #CONTEXTmatters, "turn Swords into Plowshares!" EACH has its legit TIME AND PLACE. The ISSUE for US, knowing the difference WHEN OR WHICH APPLIES.
But, again, SOME CHOOSE EVIL, and EVIL at times will not be reasoned with, appeasing makes matters WORSE, that EVIL must be CONFRONTED!
"Only thing necessary Evil prevail, good peoples do nothing!" BURKE - not direct from the #Bible but #BIBLICAL all throughout the #CONTEXT.
https://tinyurl.com/ChristiTutionalist
From email to #EdBonderenka (of https://tinyurl.com/YAHArchives) YAH Show (@WAAMRadio @WAAM1600 #Michigan (and we are (long standing tradition and history behind) #Michiganians NOT FOWL #Michiganders (we are NOT invasive like Canadian Geese chasing our Children around Playgrounds/Parks))) and others following my call into YAH today....
As I said on YAH, I complain about SUSAN COLLINS (and, yes, some others, glad CORNYN is now GONE, go @KenPaxtonTX) but if I were in ME right now I would be ENTHUSIASTICALLY supporting her re-election (better at 80% (as I said, or as you/Ed said at even) 60% than any Democrat who I agree with 0%)...
There is MICRO and MACRO as well as short, medium, long, term STRATEGY has to be looked at. As most know I am webmaster for https://udmi-rtl.org (Life). I WILL NOT vote for a supposed PRO LIFE DUMBocrats, as you(Ed) pointed out on your YAH Show, to do so it would be a Vote for Nancy PIGlosi or HACKJOB Jeffries (and other PRO BABY MURDER leadership) to control the ...
#Michigan #Conservative #Constitutionalist Activist (sums it up)
MORE about what you may want to know about me, via writings (and more detailed BIOs on those sites too (http://tinyurl.com/JLenardDetroitExtendedBio))...
B4IN (2014-????): JLenardDetroitB4INArticles - https://tinyurl.com/JLDArticles
RedState (2008-2017) https://tinyurl.com/RedStateJLD
SSCE (Super Simple Computer Enterprises, my Computer company and Private posts sites by extension - 1980's - early 2000's) https://web.archive.org/web/20110530024904/http://www.ssce.net/Web-Articles/Web-articles-indexed-catagories.html (this lists other authors posted on my site too, my Articles are clearly marked and you can choose the LIST BY AUTHOR ("L" Lenard) to find just mine if you like.
vlogs: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCkdRA7aHCzR4xcS1WsMnJjg/videos
(and what YouTube banned at) https://www.brighteon.com/channels/jlenarddetroit
MORE... MORE... MORE.... http://tinyurl.com/JLenardDetroitExtendedBio
https://x.com/JLenardMichigan/status/2119864107968970880
@AngelStudiosInc #AngelAndTheBadman #movie ... Remember, GOD has all through time used far from perfect (and none of us are perfect) people coaxed to aid in good!!! The "turning back on of the water" via BADMAN's actions is example of such and that he had "good" in him it needed to be coaxed out for his redemption journey path toward being the "better man" Penny knew deep down he was, or could be. more in my discussion with RICK on all that and more... [note: the #movies (the original, the remake) #review begins about 30m into the episode when/where I join]
Grok response:
The water scene is the perfect illustration. Quirt’s outlaw reputation is the only leverage that opens the dam, then the family’s quiet kindness turns the neighbor into a friend. Flawed tools used for good, good coaxed out of the tool himself. Classic...
@AngelStudiosInc #AngelAndTheBadman #movie ...
Remember, GOD has all through time used far from perfect (and none of us are perfect) people coaxed to aid in good!!! The "turning back on of the water" via BADMAN's actions is example of such and that he had "good" in him it needed to be coaxed out for his redemption journey path toward being the "better man" Penny knew deep down he was, or could be.
more in my discussion with RICK on all that and more...
[note: the #movies (the original, the remake) #review begins about 30m into the episode when/where I join]
