REVISED... This now not just RANT, but meant for fellow ADHD/OCD-er's sage advice ending....
Online Chaos (extended chaos v2) - https://suno.com/s/WDzJAvmFgw8QS6yj
Concept: Joseph M Lenard (author/podcaster) in conjunction with xAI/Grok (see: https://x.com/JLenardMichigan/status/2037363264963678356) about online rantings. Lyrics Joseph M Lenard, xAI/Grok (outro help), and Suno AI. Music (thrash metal, rage metal, ADHD/OCD suno series/playlist continuation) by @suno system.
[intro - thrash metal, rage metal, stylings]
My online (social-media) self-reflection call-out of myself - style PSYCHOFRENIA SERIES (rather than CONTRADICTORY STYLES MAN) . Chaos of: Rant hard then self-aware pivot then laugh at yourself then rant again then call yourself out then repeat - ADHD/OCD style.
[Verse 1]
Scrollin' through my feed
See my face again
Is that really me
Or some digital twin
I type a big long rant
About the world's deep flaws
Then pivot fast
Before everyone saw
[Prechorus]
My brain's a wild zoo
Monkeys on the loose
[Chorus]
Oh my digital ghost
You're the most
I'm a mess a beautiful mess
Online I confess
I'm a digital ghost
Lost and found and lost
Again
[Verse 2]
Post a picture smiling
Sunlight in my hair
Inside I'm really screaming
Don't nobody care
Then I see a comment
Someone gets my vibe
I laugh out loud so hard
My whole spirit revives
[Bridge]
It's a crazy cycle
This online life
A daily psycho circus
Full of strife
I'm... wait... where was I
lost in my own thread
almost like voices
in a PSYCHOFRENIA head.
[Chorus]
Oh my digital ghost
You're the most
I'm a mess a beautiful mess
Online I confess
I'm a digital ghost
Lost and found and lost
Again
[Outro - spoken or half-sung over fading chaos]
If I hadn’t learned to just let it go…
My ADHD/OCD would’ve eaten me alive years ago
Endless revisions, never shipping, never done…
But here I am — still messy, still releasing…
If you’re stuck in the same loop, hear this from me:
Learn to let it go… or it will never be free
Recognize the chaos… laugh a little…
and still say “but NOT FUNNY!”
Online Chaos… Psychofrenia… and I’m still trying to ease breathing
Send CINOs/RINOs a monopoly money message vlog!
This tells them more than you just hanging up on their Calls, use their postage-paid reply to envelopes against them!
more in attached vlog.
#UAP #UFO #USO #Aliens #Disclosure
I HATE TO SAY IT, but have to say, it saddens me SO MUCH that so many fellow "supposed #Christians" are #Matthew23 types and either try IGNORE whole swaths of the #Bible or TRY ADD what isn't there!!!! So IF indeed there is going to be FULL #DISCLOSURE then to avoid THE MELTDOWN OF THE EARTH'S #FAITHS (since so many weak and unknowledgable of their own "supposed #Religion" ) THE VATICAN could, probably should, be the ones to have a WORLDWIDE LIVE PRESS-CONFERENCE to announce once and for all the ALIENS reality IF INDEED there is such TO REVEAL!!!!!
[related: Top Secret Files: Declassified: S3E4 "The Vatican Files" is an interesting #FoodForThought view]
Also, let me state, I do NOT proclaim to SPEAK FOR GOD, nor claim to be a #Christian #Prophet with any special/secret inside information provided to - I am someone that USES MY GOD GIVEN BRAIN MATTER to THINK about (ponder, not insist I know what only GOD at this point really knows) these things and examine...
Former Canadian Defense Minister
"UFO's are as real as the Planes flying overhead"
Do you ACCEPT him as a CREDIBLE SOURCE???
We have been hearing about, seeing images of,
Flying Saucers,
Flying Orbs,
Flying Triangles,
etc....
Every bit as REAL as Human created Aircraft?!?!?!
If so WHO/WHAT is controlling them????
#UAP #UFO #USO #Aliens #Disclosure
The actress playing the Nun in #Spielberg movie has it correct: "Why would God make all that Space and leave it empty?" more.... From the real word of GOD:
It drives me crazy when supposed fellow Christians say "it is impossible for Alien Life to exist" BASED ON WHAT? The #Bible does NOT say "And GOD created Life on Terra and only on Terra and in this one Dimension Life created he!" Does not say that. Don't put words in God's mouth.
#Michigan #Conservative #Constitutionalist Activist (sums it up)
MORE about what you may want to know about me, via writings (and more detailed BIOs on those sites too (http://tinyurl.com/JLenardDetroitExtendedBio))...
B4IN (2014-????): JLenardDetroitB4INArticles - https://tinyurl.com/JLDArticles
RedState (2008-2017) https://tinyurl.com/RedStateJLD
SSCE (Super Simple Computer Enterprises, my Computer company and Private posts sites by extension - 1980's - early 2000's) https://web.archive.org/web/20110530024904/http://www.ssce.net/Web-Articles/Web-articles-indexed-catagories.html (this lists other authors posted on my site too, my Articles are clearly marked and you can choose the LIST BY AUTHOR ("L" Lenard) to find just mine if you like.
vlogs: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCkdRA7aHCzR4xcS1WsMnJjg/videos
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MORE... MORE... MORE.... http://tinyurl.com/JLenardDetroitExtendedBio
#Michigan #MIAG #MidTerms2026 #VoteRED
LMAO, Ads for the #CommieFasciSocies-ocrats Candidate for #MIAG (#EliSavit) touting how he will TAKE ON the #DataCenters (not Job of #AG unless their breaking any #MI #Laws) MEANWHILE great Ad running by @JohnJamesMI about #JocelynBenson's (#COMMIEcrats #MIGov Candidate) HUSBAND knee deep in bringing #DataCenter to #SalineMI (and probably skids greased by Benson herself with #WretchedWhitler to RAM THE PERMITS to get it built through despite local opposition).
The #CommieFasciSocies-ocrats have held Gov, AG, SOS, Offices and control of #MISen last 8 years and control of #MIHouse for prior 6) and #Michigan has been in MASSIVE DECLINE across virtually every measurable category and another LOST DECADE (like the Granholm years) with people fleeing #MI to escape the Taxes, Job losses, etc.