For fellow ADHD/OCD-ers out there... sure you feel this at times....
Online Chaos - https://suno.com/s/KgHPj4WeSlVcxOmD
Concept: Joseph M Lenard (author/podcaster) in conjunction with @xAI / @Grok (see: https://x.com/JLenardMichigan/status/2037363264963678356) about online rantings. Lyrics Joseph M Lenard and Suno AI. Music (thrash metal, rage metal, ADHD/OCD suno series/playlist continuation) by @suno system.
[intro - thrash metal, rage metal, stylings]
My online (social-media) self-reflection call-out of myself - style PSYCHOFRENIA SERIES (rather than CONTRADICTORY STYLES MAN) . Chaos of: Rant hard then self-aware pivot then laugh at yourself then rant again then call yourself out then repeat - ADHD/OCD style.
[Verse 1]
Scrollin' through my feed
See my face again
Is that really me
Or some digital twin
I type a big long rant
About the world's deep flaws
Then pivot fast
Before everyone saw
[Prechorus]
My brain's a wild zoo
Monkeys on the loose
[Chorus]
Oh my digital ghost
You're the most
I'm a mess a beautiful mess
Online I confess
I'm a digital ghost
Lost and found and lost
Again
[Verse 2]
Post a picture smiling
Sunlight in my hair
Inside I'm really screaming
Don't nobody care
Then I see a comment
Someone gets my vibe
I laugh out loud so hard
My whole spirit revives
[Bridge]
It's a crazy cycle
This online life
A daily psycho circus
Full of strife
I'm... wait... where was I
lost in my own thread
almost like voices
in a PSYCHOFRENIA head.
[Chorus]
Oh my digital ghost
You're the most
I'm a mess a beautiful mess
Online I confess
I'm a digital ghost
Lost and found and lost
Again
Send CINOs/RINOs a monopoly money message vlog!
This tells them more than you just hanging up on their Calls, use their postage-paid reply to envelopes against them!
more in attached vlog.
From email to #EdBonderenka (of https://tinyurl.com/YAHArchives) YAH Show (@WAAMRadio @WAAM1600 #Michigan (and we are (long standing tradition and history behind) #Michiganians NOT FOWL #Michiganders (we are NOT invasive like Canadian Geese chasing our Children around Playgrounds/Parks))) and others following my call into YAH today....
As I said on YAH, I complain about SUSAN COLLINS (and, yes, some others, glad CORNYN is now GONE, go @KenPaxtonTX) but if I were in ME right now I would be ENTHUSIASTICALLY supporting her re-election (better at 80% (as I said, or as you/Ed said at even) 60% than any Democrat who I agree with 0%)...
There is MICRO and MACRO as well as short, medium, long, term STRATEGY has to be looked at. As most know I am webmaster for https://udmi-rtl.org (Life). I WILL NOT vote for a supposed PRO LIFE DUMBocrats, as you(Ed) pointed out on your YAH Show, to do so it would be a Vote for Nancy PIGlosi or HACKJOB Jeffries (and other PRO BABY MURDER leadership) to control the ...
After hearing this, many may say "he clearly got up on the wrong side of the bed today" but like with most my #books (perhaps harkens back to the dream that led to my releasing TERROR STRIKES: COMING SOON TO A CITY NEAR YOU (https://tinyurl.com/JLDonAMAZON)), several of my other #songs, this one came to me overnight during a #dream (some may say: #NIGHTMARE):
[ RUINS (START IT ALL AGAIN)
https://suno.com/s/vRlSabvfj97B6MvQ ]
[intro - spoken]
Dear Lord sometimes I want us gone, vanished, erased
Your Earth creation start again, without a human trace
[Verse 1]
Dear Lord, some nights I look at what we’ve built
Oil on the water, smoke in the schoolyard still
A siren down the block, a screen full of bad news
We kept the receipts and still called it a breakthrough
[Verse 2]
I walk past the corner where the trees got cut
Now it’s chain-link, gravel, and a coffee truck
Kids in hoodies cross with their heads down low
Nobody looking long, everybody in a rush to go
[Chorus]
Sometimes I want us gone, wiped clean off the ...
#Michigan #Conservative #Constitutionalist Activist (sums it up)
MORE about what you may want to know about me, via writings (and more detailed BIOs on those sites too (http://tinyurl.com/JLenardDetroitExtendedBio))...
B4IN (2014-????): JLenardDetroitB4INArticles - https://tinyurl.com/JLDArticles
RedState (2008-2017) https://tinyurl.com/RedStateJLD
SSCE (Super Simple Computer Enterprises, my Computer company and Private posts sites by extension - 1980's - early 2000's) https://web.archive.org/web/20110530024904/http://www.ssce.net/Web-Articles/Web-articles-indexed-catagories.html (this lists other authors posted on my site too, my Articles are clearly marked and you can choose the LIST BY AUTHOR ("L" Lenard) to find just mine if you like.
vlogs: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCkdRA7aHCzR4xcS1WsMnJjg/videos
(and what YouTube banned at) https://www.brighteon.com/channels/jlenarddetroit
MORE... MORE... MORE.... http://tinyurl.com/JLenardDetroitExtendedBio
FORGOTTEN already?
WHO put more of ur own $ in ur pockets?
#MAGA #GOP #Republicans did
EVERY #DEMOCRAT #VOTED NO
wanted keep stealing ur #Tips & #Overtime
IF ELECTED will #Vote 2 #BLOCK #TaxCuts from being made PERMANENT
#GOTV #MidTerms2026 #VoteRED
#Michigan #MI #MISen #VoteRED #USSenate
Why did #AbdulElSayWHAT? LIE about having #Egypt dual citizenship - when he doesn't.
Why does he have a Home in #UAE?
Simple: He is standing w/ #MiddleEast #GIJIAS NOT #USA and #MI #MiddleClass.
https://TerrorStrikes.info/GIJIAS
Why does he keep claiming to be a DOCTOR when he never got licensed and cannot practice #Medicine HERE OR ANYWHERE?? I ask, cuz #democratLIESmatter!!
Why did #HaleyStevens even JUMP SHIP? Simple, the #LIES were TOO MUCH (way too far, from the normal #LEFTARDS #LIES TELLING) EVEN FOR HER (though She doesn't deserve any credit for Courage, she'll still be #Voting for all the other ULTRA LEFT #CommieFasciSocies-ocrats on her #Ballot)!!!